Guess what? Markets don't care if you lose money. They don't care if you make money. They don't care if you make mistakes. And they certainly don't care if you're going through a hard time or stressed and anxious and not coping.
We can learn a lot from the markets in relation to our trading. Yet if you are looking for a shoulder to cry on, a cuddle, or a sympathetic ear, don't expect the markets to be there for you.
Markets are simply hard-nosed, unemotional processors of buy and sell orders that couldn't care what your involvement is.
And you wanted to be a Trader!